3.3.18

Departures (Don't Wake the Landlord)



The first time the mining boss
had so choked us off, after the ranchers shot our dog,
that we loaded up the truck and headed down the hill,
racing into hell for safety

See no evil in listening to my desert noir
Since I'm asking the Lord for safety
in the mercy of the miracle film score

Another time she said
I was possessed by the devil
and we escaped the seaport town
racing to hell for safety, again,
since your mind was gone
and I had to lose everything
to fill our days with broken glass
and the beads of trust
scattered in the sand by the sea

Then there was that time
you pissed off the landlord
Said you were leaving since
he couldn't keep the trains passing by
from shaking off the paints chips
and plaster from the ceilings and dingy walls

The sheriffs came from miles around
trying to figure out that money you'd found
We tried to get out of town without a sound
but the cat scittered up into the attic
in that long forgotten plains Iowa town
So we had to return the very next day
but where the cat had gone no one could say

Churned by the Mill the Hunter Takes His Aim


Pulling back on the bow
hidden from the self-imposed
exile from the world,
ground to a halt
the pillar and his salt,
feet burning
from the endless day
at the wheel
Now comes a song
etched in the dirty air,
the invisible wall

The typo for the point
about many brushes with death,
the mistakes to attest,
a thousand victories
over the orb,
a thousand losses,
and so he's even:
One kiss to come
to forget about her flesh,
or I can lose myself
in the hourly astronomies,
I guess

That an arrow finds its aim
once or two or three times
in a man's life,
is the star we do annoint
in the refracted light
of second sight

Tornado Food Towns (The Prophecy)



We navigated the great wide American plains
avoiding the chimerical swirl of the turbulence
by taking the back roads and byways
of the sky, running from the grief, you and I

With just enough gas to make it to
some cantaloupe country town
to sleep in a dirty motel room
as the sirens twisted on by

No we were not making good time,
instead killing the moments
and by the time we got to Sioux City,
you tried to kick your way
through the U-Haul door
in the madness of the memories
you never could embrace

The sky was red and green as my genetic memory
fed the agonized stress of the magical marble:
So hell, I was swirling, too
thinking of Dorothy knocked silly
by the door and the way
my grandfather's family
was annihilated in West Texas
This fear of storms is just a test, I guess
We ducked for the basement
and hoped for the best

The Dog Park (And Other Rules of Cyberspace)



You hurl out the door
sniffing for rabbits,
for the Alice in Wonderland hole,
dark in scent, stopping
to make your mark
in all of the usual places,
the parking lot covered
in candy wrappers,
the broken foolery of people
who never knew any better,
who when the black age broke
they hid from the spotlights
of the tigers hunting
for human flesh
of code that is their law

We'd get to the green embankment
and there would be a pause
and all I could think of was
getting to the ritual gate,
the tricky passage way,
the metal see-through bolt
we negotiated,
each man and animal
with their own interpretations
with their own explications
of the same light of the day
and then I would set you loose
and you would set me free
and you would run away
in that see-saw way of yours
while I sat on a bench,
had a smoke and then a prayer

Then would day the wagging whisperer
told me the multiplication tables were coming:
The organizers, the lawyers, the invisible watchers

The orange cones appeared first,
then yellow tape, spikes in the ground
mindless indicators, stunning our speech
into the silence, little hand held devices
saying you can walk here
but you can't walk there
but the shepherd
doesn't know how to read
and angels will do what angels will do
and this seemed funny to me
and my sense of anarchy,
as I shook my head,
laughing, mocking them,
living in the dream
and the nagging feeling
my brothers and sisters
would never get me,
delineated me, the vessel of
dualistic half empty
as you crossed the lines,
since dogs will do
what dogs will do

There was some beef
about grass,
the fenced-in yard
of social control,
and one day thinking
outside of the box,
looking in,
across the field the sprinklers
set the place on fire,
and all the beasts began to run and roar
and the guys with bald heads
leaned into one another,
pushing for a fight,
since the swirl of fangs
turned the blocked out space
into the wrestling cage:
Too many canine cannibals
scratching in their corners,
unyielding into the waste
of the iron-cut lawns,
the broken sprinkler heads,
the bashed in mesh of bent fences,
the spiritual need
to break through the bough

Nobody told the creek in the cave
it couldn't keep on running
or the wind to stream
through the mesh
or that amazing
radar nose of yours
giving it the sniff test