Shyla is Blue Love Now
for Shyla the Sheriff, 1998-2011
You will find her
beneath the stairs
staring at your feet, 
but seeing your head,
all white-masked and wolfie
Ordering in, ordering out:
You'll find her naked,
running mildly about,
rocking chair and bouncy 
When the pizza man
Arrives at our doors
You'll find her lighter,
mightier, than the most devout,
far better than fighters and dividers
in Las Vegan, New Mexico,
Keeping me company
When you, my love,
Have gone insane and winds,
Solar in nature, terminating
The phones with crackle
And invisible light,
Make it impossible to speak
They find her in Las Vegas,
at two a.m. times two,
turning toward the TV,
With ears for radar absorbing
The stirring sounds of the Earth
And growing sicker, each day,
For debates about the deadbeat,
For laughter on the sell-out shows,
Her old lady fur coming out in tufts,
Ready for the door to open,
Mouthing the words, “out, out, out.”
You find her brilliant, lit,
deviate with experimental DNA
and sane, still as death: listening
for the Jefferson Airplane
To land on ice,
for the sound of scraping,
for the blue-shift echo
of the first sounds of defeat,
for the skeletal sleds
Off-shore, behind
Snow-dabbed trees 
in British Columbia
You'll find her in forty eight
states of being on forty eight
motel room keys, thumbing dumb,
The door monkey: O, if she can
Only solve that one riddle,
The door nob, then she
Won’t need you … we, us;
Because she only needs
The scent of roses,
The yellow pedals, in a slow,
Elegant walk, a well-timed
Roll in the grass,
The one thing you can depend
On, like the rising Sun, the spring,
The Malamute shepherd wolf-bred
version of the moonlit Angel of Mons.
Where is Technology Heading?
Trying to 'Win the Future?' To Turn the World Into One Big Tool to Save Itself, That's Where
Where  is  technology going? Well, you could ask a number of people in all  fields,  and you’d likely get a different answer, although the color  green,  implying nature and more fire with less fuel for yet another   revolution, something akin to instantaneous science fiction, as the   world slowly moves from monoculture to permaculture, would be the most   common synthesis of what people are thinking.
If you asked the person  who knew something, quite a bit actually, about  technology who had gone  away for a while to enter the new city of  glittering lights, they would  nonethless be inclined to refer to it  more in terms of the clash upon  their ears. The unbearble noise. The  glare, the lights, the strangeness  of things. And of course, the smell.
Or you could ask the person  living  with little technology other than a   cell phone. If they are lucky. If they are not members of the   dispossessed in the long-promised, ever widening digital divide. They   might say it’s all they need, that cell phone. But that one thing is   being used to try to attain all they really need: such as a job or a way   to reach so and so to score such and such ...
You could speak to  someone who knows everything about technology in the  21st century.  However, they might be difficult to understand since in  all likelihood  their speech will sound like Martian.
Clearly, better, clearer ways  of communication are needed. Efficiency  in every category, more  Promethean fire with less fuel, machines that  think and think green, are  needed. They could run by their own volition  so man can return to some  semblance of balance and spiritual, creative  and sustainable growth. The  new hunger for tech is headed now in that  direction, too, as many of  the old alchemical questions are not how to  turn the lead into gold, but  the gold into soul.
But during a political season and the  possibilities of an intensified  global war expands, endelessly, the crystal ball is  muddy at best. Or  so it seems. If one tries to predict the future by  looking at history,  you end up with some pretty good answers about where  technology is  headed.
For example, seasons of militarism have always  been the leading edge of  technology. The world wide web itself was  built for those very same  reasons.
Meanwhile, the counter force of  cyberwar, disinformation and  surveillance are surely the factors to be  most felt by the consumer and  refugee under such dystopian conditions.  Other than the bombs,  themselves, that is, more likely delivered by  soldiers with laptops  than those with guns, we can just trust in the  knowledge that the art  of war will improve.
Where is technology  going? Look at those who developed the web, the  brains, the geeks, if  you will. Twenty five years ago, when the  academic-based internet was  being built, it was Dungeons and Dragons  players  who were leading the  way.
Today you could ask them and they would point you to one of  their 500  social networking links, perhaps one titled, “13 Aspects of  Technology,  all of it leading to improved Techno-pop-gnosticism.” Then,  they would  try to explain the 37 more technolopolitical “proto-psychic  stages” to  follow. They’d say: “It’s all leading to the planet becoming  one  quantum, quite convergent tool ... always coming together, then  falling  apart, but why, despite all of our web hits and faster, ever  faster  need and desire and ability to get our kicks with just one click,  we  still don’t know. Perhaps, we know even less, now. Despite our best   efforts and examinations and experiments. But, no worries. If the bee in   the hive doesn’t know why it makes honey, why should we?”
Or you  could ask someone in business, who works B-to-B, who is  entrenched in  every conceivable technology. However, they would likely  not have the  time, since they are so busy (to coin a phrase that  inspired Google.com)  pouring water endlessly into broken vases, trying  to keep all of the  fires burning. They might be more inclined to simply  let go of  technology for at least a few days, to enjoy things that  either have  nothing to do with technology at all, but are, like a fine  old  motorcycle, quite beautiful as old-tech. Like a simple fire in a   fireplace. Or, better yet, in the woods, testing their varying degrees   of ability, among those in the group, to remember, exactly, how it’s   done.
Of course, most employed people don’t have that kind of luxury  these  days, as the global situation is calling for increased time  keeping the  global technology wheel spinning. But trying to maintain the  current  dependency on the status quo of the monotechnoculture is  clearly folly.  Looking at it on this date, all we really know that  everything could  change in a blink of the eye. Because, during the time  you read this,  it actually did.
Just today, there is a story about a  new building, a tall one, that  “defies gravity.” Meanwhile, somebody,  somewhere is developing a new  kind of snowboard to defy gravity better.
But  the real word on technology street is about war, not of the usual  kind,  but the global war to turn all new tech toward fighting the  battle of  man against nature. A long slow hard struggle to turn the  Titanic  around. That is, to save the planet. According to a world-class   scientific panel put together by the United Nations, the human race  can  now start enjoying the last days of the ski industry, for example,  like  the last days of disco. But with the weather, who knows? We could  be entering a new Ice Age. Hummingbirds, killed off in the drylands of  New Mexico, could blossom into the size of ptyerodactals in North  Dakota.
Right down to the rapidly escalating decrease  of snow in the mountains  in some regions, an increase in others. Word on the streets of science  is global  warming and its effects are so well past being recognized,  it’s no  longer hip to say it’s so, Joe. The environmentalists, then,  the greens,  can keep doing good works, sure, but otherwise, go into  transition  mode. Intractable positions can now be transformed into a  simple “do no  harm, but allow for existing energy-alternatives-  development” mode.
Time  to reassess, to pat yourself on the back. The environmentalists  managed  to get even the biggest idiots to listen, and their online  savvy played  a big part. But now what’s need is not to assign guilt,  but action.  What we are looking at now isn’t convincing everyone trees  need to be  preserved for mere aesthetic values, but that the ethic now  is the  avoidance of the global warming effects leading to a red line  event, as  in mass extinction.
That is now actually the task at hand, according to the word on the streets of pure science.
That’s  right. We got the “asteroid is going to get hit us” notice from  the  U.N., from NASA, from everyone, including Exxon. I say “notice”  because  this is the part of the movie about human history where Bruce  Willis  gets drafted, after initially refusing the call, as all film  heroes do,  and says, “OK, I’ll do it, I’ll join the world army to save  the planet  using the best of all available technology.”
The local emergency  management response for any responsible adult  should now include a list  for a few things. First, you need to make  some sort of announcement to  your kids. Tell them “Sorry, we all have  to join this world science  army, or we are cooked. If we all stopped  driving our cars today, if we  even stopped heating our trophy home,  stopped doing all of the things  that made it happen, the effects of the  greenhouse gases as they  currently exist is enough to raise the seas  by almost five feet and turn  your futures as video-rock star dandies  playing at a venue at any town  on earth with a dock and a bay into a  precarious – yes, sadly, it’s true  my sweeties – impossibility.”
Tell them sorry, sorry, sorry. Tell  them, “Sorry but, you beautiful  little eagles, it’s time to put the  video game down and get back to  your physics and engineering and  mathematics studies so that you can,  as soon as possible, make some  horrendous choices in global energy  needs, such as gas-fired and nuclear  power plants, safer and more  efficient for human survival.”
Tell them to go outside and invent something fun, like an airborne nanotech methane eater to make the world sky-woes go away.
Tell  them the days of such pleasantries as gravity games are over. Meet  the  new hip: Wind. Storm. Fire. Drought. Disaster. Catastrophe in  cascades …  you get the picture. Give them good survival tips for a  future world  that will feel a little like Venus and Mars, but it can’t  decide.
In  Colorado, for example, where we sit on enough resources to turn the   country into Western Arabia for the plundering of lodes of natural gas   and uranium, resisting the trend is not just difficult, if not   impossible – to resist is an act of global irresponsibility.
It’s a  hell of a thing to get one’s mind around, this paradigm shift of  what  will be necessary for human survival, but you only have a few  days to  think it through, tops. Then, soon as you can, pack up the  Hummer, drive  it out to your nearest drilling rig, and see if there’s  anything you  can do to make it more efficient, cleaner, better. Say  here, have one of  our extra Thanksgiving turkeys, all cooked at the  necessary  temperatures in our big ass ovens. Tell the gas rig workers,  “Thanks,  next time we come around, we’ll bring you something nice from  the  Salvation Army store.” Invite them to stay, when they get  world-weary as  the hours get longer and the daily temperature averages  continue to  rise, in one of the bazillion rooms of your trophy homes  for the  weekend.
Tell them, “Sorry, sorry, sorry. We’ll stay out of the way  of your  siphoning of the earth. Just, in this century, could you be a  little  more Zen about it? OK, great, thanks. Good luck saving the planet  for  the rest of us.”
Then it will be OK to ski and dance, a little, I  hope. We’ll see how it  all looks with the guns and technowledgy gods  and cannons during the  next big American Revolution in 2012, when it  will be yet another time  to re-define under great pressure. When we get  another big check on the  earth, the sky, the seas and all of our  technology. When we can look  at our tools, our responsible uses for  fire, always a dangerous trick  for mankind for 10,000 or more years,  asking ourselves, did this tool  work? Why or why not? Then start that  big wheel turning, hopefully by  this time without any fuel needed at  all, again. For the next  generation. A perpetual motion machine that  benefits with a beneficial  campfire glow for not just one, but all  things, all day, and  especially, night.
Douglas McDaniel is the author of, most recently, "Forty Days of Fire, Forty Days of Rain." 


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